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第34章 爱在不言不语中 5（第1页）

第34章爱在不言不语中（5）

Iestlysayitwasthebestoftimesaoftimes.Iwasjoyfullyexpegmyfirstchild，atthesametimethatmyetic，zestfulmotherwaslosilewithabraintumor.

Fortenyears，myfierdepeaherhadfought，buthesurgeriesortreatmentshadbeeill，sheherabilitytosmile.Butnow，finally，atonlyfifty-five，shebecametotallydisabled—uospeak，walk，eatordressonherown.

Asshegrewdybabygrewdclosertolifeinsideme.Mybiggestfearwasthattheirliveswould.Igrievednotonlyfortheupymother，butalsothatsheandmybabywouldneverkher.

Myfearseemedwell-founded.Afewweeksbeforemyduedate，motherlapsedintoadeepa.Herdoctorsdidnotholdaoldushertime.Itwasuselesstoputiube，theysaid.Shewouldnevera>

&motherhometoherownbedinherownhouse，aedookeepherfortable.AsoftenasIcould，Isatbesideheraoheraboutthebabymovinginsideme.Ihopedthatsomehowdeepinside，sheknew.

OnFebruary3，1989，ataboutthesametimemylaborstarted，motheropenedhereyes.Wheoldmethisatthehospital，Icalledherhomeahephoomom'sear.

"Mom—Mom—listen.Thebabyising！Ytohaveanewgrandchild.Doyouuand？"

"Yes！"

Whatawonderfulword！Thefirstclearwordshe'dspokeninmonths！

WhenIcalledagainanhourlater，theherhousetoldmetheimpossible：Momwassittingup，heroxygentubesremoved.Shewassmiling！

"Mom，it'saboy！Youhaveanewgrandson！"

"Yes！Yes！Iknow！"

Fourwords.Fourbeautifulwords.

BythetimeIbroughtJawassittinginherchair，dressedaowel.TearsofjoyblockedmyvisionasIlaidmysoninherarmsandshecluckedathiTheystaredateachother.

Theyknew.

Fortwomoreweeks，motherclucked，smiledandheldJacob.Fortwoweeksshespoketomyfather，herandgrandiewomiracleweeks，shegaveusjoy.

Thelyslippedbaaahevisitsfromallher，wasfihepainsandesofabodythatnolongerdidherwill.

Memoriesofmyson'sbirthwillalwaysbebittersweetforme，butitwasatthistimethatIlearnedanimportanttruthaboutliving.Forwhilebothjoyandsorrowarefleeting，awihepowertoovereboth.Aforever.

老实说，我最幸福也是最悲惨的时刻到了——在我欣喜地期待着我第一个孩子降生的同时，往日精力充沛、热情开朗的母亲却在与脑肿瘤病魔的斗争中逐渐失利。

10年来，母亲以惊人的毅力独自与病魔抗争，虽然手术和药物治疗都没能获得成功，但她从未因此失去笑容。如今，年仅55岁的她最终全身瘫痪——不能说话，不能走路，连吃饭、穿衣都不能自理。

正当死神日益逼近她时，我体内的孩子快要出世了，最令我担心的是他们没有相见的机缘。我悲恸，不仅因为将要失去母亲，还因为她和我的孩子将永远无法相识。

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